| AniMal FaRm CoMics (Coming Soon) |
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just some thrown in ideas
cow comic...
cow: they say pigs can fly, is that true?
pig: if that were, would i be beside a fat cow?
cow: hey im on the lean diet. im not fat, am i?
pig: I cant see around you, thus Yes!
cow: well your fat too, you PIG!
pig: Oh were going to start calling out Names now? Hefer?
out in the field lays a mirror against a tree
cow: Look, there. I can finally see how Fat I am
cow slowly walks towards mirror
3 hours finally reaches mirror
Cow looks in mirror
Cow: Woohoo, that pig was lieing to me, i am to0 thin.
Pig appears
Pig: Haha! You idiot, your lookin at a circus mirror
Cow: What!! NoOOO!!!!
Pig: Wow if i lost weight, id Look SEXY
Cow: Just what we need a sexy ham!
Pig: Least i'll be sexy, can't say the same for you tho, Hefer!
Pig: RUn!!!
Cow: What, Whats wrong?
pig: there coming.. to collect , slaughter, and eat us
Cow: Who is coming? I see no one?
Pig lookin up
Pig disappears
Cow: I said Who is comig? I see no one?
cow: shyt, now i truelly see no one, im all ALONE!!!
cow looks up
empty field
up in sky.. Only ingredient we need is Chicken. Then we can start our own McDonald buisness.
( will rework on this sadly)
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| Change is Good! |
[06 Sep 2005|01:52pm] |
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Here I am in Geo for CG. It is okay just blah to me. Just before I came to class I was hanging out with Jared, Jason, Chase, Matt, and RYan. Yah NiNi's got GUY friends. She even ate her sandwich in front of them.
Another Friend, finally, got his Comic site up and running. Yay! Check it out (http://www.talesfromthelip.com). Bear with him, hes just getting started.
I Hope to redo my site, but I really dont know how. Just have to wait tell I learn flash.
This weekend i spent time with family, shopped, got a MacMini, and other school supplies. Brought back to Grandma some rollerblades, video camera, FOOD, and other things. Drove home late that night, traffic was good. Got home within an Hour, usually takes hour and a half.
Also reopened my closed ears, now i have 15$ ear rings... soon to have hoop ear rings in future.
In Intro to 3d im learning how to make chess pieces in Maya 7. I SUCK!! shyt.. Sure ill squeeze by, just need more lab time and I wish i could draw, rr or create.
Geo for CG: Falling asleep here... I miss plain basic math. Not Matrices.
I am enjoying being here... but just wish i had more to share and showoff. So far its my hair ,haha!
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| Good Times |
[02 Sep 2005|09:19pm] |
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i survived. school seems to be alright for now. I know i'll be sweating bullets as homework, reading, studing pile up. But im sure i'll get by. I am bring more social this semester. Could have something to do with my hair or self confidence. I have been talking & haning out with more people. A few guys like Jason B, Chase, Gary,Greg, Everett, Jason M, and Joe. The most good time was getting away from the college and just taking a walk with two of the most cool boys of the school. JB and C. I just wish Lunch was not so short. I am not sure how people think of me.. am i weird , cool, silly ,ect.. I just try to have fun even if i look dumb. I remember trying on JB's hat on, and he wasn't kidding, i did look like some skater chick. Which is kinda cool to me. Lately my eating habits have been chewy bars, nutri-grain bars, and grandmas dinners. Hope that'll change. I am really enjoying the teachers, they seem to know their stuff and are more cool bout stuff. One teacher however bores me. or maybe its the subject itself that bores me. ugh.. math. I am taking a 3d animation, video editing class, math, web2, and film history class. So far i think ill enjoy 3 out of 5 classes. 4th will be a slide by and 5th...let me see if i can grasp the math. I do however have people who are willing to help me, or maybe i could help them. What i need help in is Drawing. I am a bad drawer. Also maybe help me with my website hehee. My college is finally getting a good amount of females. Wish i talked to them more. I only seen and know a few. Sure next week will be different. Many of the schoolmates have commented on my hair even the school staff has. Some people say iv have changed big time. which is what i wanted/ I dont want to be the OLD me. I like to be a NEW person. more outgoing, more risk taking, more happier, and a little bit more smarter. since im so dumb lately... guess summers drained me.
When i return home, its sad because I use to be able to chill with my lil cous, but now i can't. I try to help her with hw but i just dont have all that time as i wish i did. Least we'll have the weekend. She can come with me to whever i go.
IF you haven't heard.. i have a Photography Website. http://www.lizaria.net/digilayout.html
Where i go from here.. still unclear, maybe the school mates will send me to a direction.
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| Poem I wrote awhile back, deleted it by accident |
[21 Aug 2005|12:07am] |
Inside my brain
meaningless thoughts
flooding my mind
ruining my day
ahead of time
invading my world
without asking me
just jumping in
and being free
worthless thoughts
surrounding my mind
making me stress
oh, what a mess
from sunrise to sunset
these uninvited guests
continue to party
as if im not there
pointless thoughts
cruising my mind
shielding my dreams
from happening
breaking and entering
taking all they can
leaving behind a
massive crime
useless thoughts
fueling my mind
leaving me anxious
later im crying
the fog rolls in
blind my view
of whats to come
and how to pursue
-by Lizaria Bell aka NiNi
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| A Poem I wrote |
[17 Aug 2005|11:50am] |
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your eyes leave me
crying and bleeding
do you see what i am feeling
your soul has left me
hurting to know you hate me
all i have done is love you
your lips no longer kiss me
unloving every inch of me
where did the flame go
your body does not touch me
massaging me no more
having been left alone
feeling so low
your feelings torn us apart
burning the flame to ashes
does your heart bleed too
Your hands never grip me
walking and wondering
why does he not love me
its over between us
but will i ever
be loved
feel loved
or see love...
not to long from now, i will be heading to my hair salon. Then to meet up with my sister. pictures? maybe...
I'll tell you how my camping trip went later. And how i am freaking annoyed by my mother. RRR.
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| New Layout |
[10 Aug 2005|02:22am] |
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for Lizaria Dot Net
http://www.lizaria.net.
updated and fixed site.
im planning to make some changes on myself.. find better friends, ones who dont back stab me and use me to get to my neighbor..hehe.. plan to change my look too, which is not eating much at all. runnin,walkin, sit ups.. just movng around a lot. cleaning up outside too. getting a dark tan too.
y all this? i have a plan. to get super hot so i can model or stripe... i dont have talent or any gift or a hobbie to work in a real job ... i kno i need on soon.
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| World Coming Too... |
[05 Aug 2005|01:00am] |
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Just recently a PVHS honor graduate got shot, so did his 2 other buddies. This older male shot them at a nearby local park. We later find out the shooter was in a gang and got mad or wte and shot the 3 boys , because of what they were wearing. Not sure what color but im guessing red. The honor student , whome i kinda remember from our school, was just going for a quick stroll at the park, later family members heard gun shots and thats when they called his cell. when he didnt pick up , they knew somethign was wrong. The boy died on scene, his buddie later died in the hospital, and his 3rd buddie remains in the hospital. The crimal is in custady and better go to jail for several years or MORE. its stupid how people r.. its like what did the 3 boys do, more in likely NOTHING, which sucked , is that i went walking in the same area the next day not knowin this until i got back. Very scary now to stroll on my own, but i think ill keep my eyes out while taking photos or just getting AWAY from home to breath.
How is Nini doing? I seem to be doing alright.. havn't killed my self - not saying i wont in future. Kinda think this world is pathetic to begin with. School is approaching.. getting a bit nervous , but i think i rather be busy than bored during fall. sadly. schoo im returning too is full of "nerdy" boys hehe. Nini's not sure she;s gonna even bother with the datign world. its just not going to well with her. She does wish to make FRIENDS. so heres to that.
Nini dying her hair? Yes, I wish to dye my hair a different tone but continue to have highlights and style to it.
Been busy driving around . making a dvd for my "hobbie" so IDVD seems to be coo program to mess with. Its there, why not. and busy not beign bored haha..
Hows Nini's Mom doin? Fuck.. worse. pathetic mother who continue to ignore our plea for her to stop drinking and ruin her and our lifes. shes already in a cast, we dont need to have her in a body case or nursign home. we FINALLY lol have the Walker weve been waitign for. but what sucks.. shes not using it. its just THERE in the same spot its been for the 3 days. No point helping her . we.ve tried. its breaking up our "bond" least i have my 2 sisters , my dad, and wes. Sorry mom, once u shake up and get back to ur GOOD self. then ill be happy 2 be around ya.
ive been taking some walks in sonoma, many boys/guys stare, honk, and haller at me. considering im the only human walking on the sidewalk. I gotta stop going into "busy areas" only reason, is because i feel safer lol. i dont need to be raped, kidnapped, or murdered ( least not yet). i kno i wanna die, but not that way.
my way will be quick, like a train running into me, or car or hang or wte lol.
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| End of my Time |
[18 Nov 2004|10:57pm] |
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I've been wondering when this day come. where i truelly want to die. where i rather be gone than here.
im less than a month from finishing my 1st semester of college ( real one ).
i have not been happy since i went.
ive made it known to everyone that im not coming back.
I have been thinking of ways to comitte suicide, driving off the road into nothing, driving into a tree fast, plowing into a truck, takin alot of pills, drowing, cutting (which i have been doing- will tonight)do you have any ideas or ways to help ease the pain ( die) let me know.
my dads making me do something i obiously dont want to do.
anyways........
I seem to have made half a friend in the college im at. Kyle.
but wte! dude he to good for me.
if you a liz fan /friend than --- if i dont respond within a month , i must of killed myself
but just rem. ill be in a better place.
-Liz.
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| Not in a good Mood |
[16 Jun 2004|01:42pm] |
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Long story, but I throw my anger out on my hand, its gonna be bruised, i gotta find a new way to relieve stress and hurt. Punchin a pillow will have to do.
Any how, im slowly coming to a conclusion, that i have nothing left for me online or with computers. Im being hated. I have very very few friends left now.
Aimee, Corey, Txlsplash, Katie, and a few more. I use to come on here and be overwheled with welcome, and now i lost some friends, and I don;t have that same feelin when i get online.
Now i feel guilt, upset, bored, and outcasted. What to do offline, get a JOB, that i should do. to heck with college, i never wanted to go to the college im being forved to goto, ill fail b/c i know i cant do what their going to ask. Im not that person anymore, hell, i dont know what person i am anymore, but a emotional bomb, ready to explode.
anyways i gtg so yah thats my rant for now.
I may close my lizaria dot net site, i dont think my dad should have to pay another year on it or more , i think i ruined his life by being me.
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